Kinda (sorta), but not really.

My fingers are jittery.  

I can feel my teeth clench.  Even as I stare at my laptop, I can feel my upper body starting to tense.  Almost instantly, my mind begins to wander.  Then the anxiety sets in.  

What if my second shot at blogging ends up like the first?  What if no one bothers to read my words?  What makes me think I can do this?  Maybe I should stop while there's still time. 

This is Bubblegum Jones.  My new (read, second) attempt at blogging.  Only this time, I plan to do things differently.  What exactly, I'm not too sure.  But I do know that it was time to change a few things about my writing.  What am I going to change?  Again, I have no idea.

So here I am.  Slouched on the couch, listening to some music and trying to figure out what it is I plan to actually do that will be different than before.  I mean, of course I'm going to write about all of my crazy experiences.  And there will definitely be tales of my relationship with John.  I may even mention my dog, Miss Lester (that's her in the photo).  And Lucy and Donovan--they'll definitely get a few lines.  Oh yeah, and there'll be pictures.  

Only, it will all be different.  If only I could figure out how.  

The more I think about it, the more I start to realize that different just happens.  I can't predict what's going to be different, but I do know--it will be.  I guess what I'm trying to say is, the blog has a new look, the writing will kinda be the same (but different) and everything else will just happen.  

Differently, I hope.